In the Shadow of His Wings

God is testing my faith. Satan is too.

God is here to reassure me and take up my burdens. Satan is here to plant seeds of doubt and make my burdens heavier. As idiotic and human as this may sound, I've been letting Satan win almost every opportunity I've given him. I'm not done letting him, because I don't have the power to do that alone. But the Christ that is founded in my heart does. He will no longer take my joy.

I don't have the answers, I never have had them. If I had all of the answers I wouldn't be sitting here saying any of this. I was once told it isn't comfortable in the waiting room. When you're waiting for an explanation you usually need to find something to calm the anxiety, stress, and worry. In today's scenario you would usually just pick up a magazine to get your mind off of things. Well instead of picking up something like a magazine, I am going to pray - pray to Jesus that he can help me through the waiting. He can and He will. The only way I will be content and satsfied is through Him.

He loves us. He won't do anything that will harm us and He won't do something that isn't right for us.

My strength is found in Him, and there is joy that can't be taken.

Because He is my help, I will sing in the shadow of his wings.